February 2012
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Confidence and Cover Letters
I hate cover letters. They’re awful and a pain in the ass to write, but when you’re constantly applying for jobs that potentially hundreds of other people are applying for, it could be the one thing to get you in the door. That one thing to set you apart from the rest.
I haven’t had a whole lot of luck lately when it comes to the job hunt. I haven’t had any new leads in a...
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I want to use my polaroid camera more.
I just never have a reason to. Plus, it’s bulky and heavy. It’s an inconvenience to carry around. If I wanted to take a photo, that’s what my iPhone is for, right? But what’s the point in having it if I never use it? At this point, all it’s doing is collecting dust.
I need to travel somewhere and use it then. Polaroids are for special moments. Plus, I only have so...
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Me: (walks into living room)
Mom: Are you gaining weight?
Me: ... Yes.
Me: (walks back to bedroom)
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Things I don't miss about relationships: Fighting
I’m currently sitting at my mom’s house, listening to the people who occupy the in-law fight about god knows what. Every time I’m here, they’re arguing. Yelling and screaming, slamming doors, breaking items, spitting out every profanity in the book. It sounds like a war zone on a regular basis. From what I can gather, the lady sounds like a total psychopath. She’s the...
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Once again, I realize why I can never be a...
At least not anything above grade 1 or 2.
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Offline
I think I’m going to start writing in a journal again. Something more personal, in a place where no one can see it.
It’s becoming increasingly unsatisfying having to “censor” my blog (I use the term “censor” loosely). My blog, as it stands, is fairly personal, but there are parts of my life that I purposely keep off the Internet. Mostly because it’s so...
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I am nervous
I don’t know what to do with myself.
I don’t know what to wear.
I don’t know how to act.
I don’t know what to say.
I don’t know how to be a normal person because I’m so god damn nervous and I don’t even have a reason to be.
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Walking around my old neighborhood
Slightly paranoid I’ll run into my old roommates. All I ask of today is that they don’t recognize me because of my new hair. Having to explain why I haven’t answered the three emails they’ve sent me is not a conversation I want to have.
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Selfishness
I really hate when I have to hear about my friends and loved ones getting taken advantage of. Maybe it’s maternal instinct, maybe I just have a severe aversion to douchebags and bitches. Either way, I can’t stand it.
I hate knowing my friends are sad, when they’re in pain, when there’s nothing I can do but listen and try to crack a bad joke in hopes it can make them laugh....
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What a weekend
Betsey just left me. She had been staying with me since last Thursday, going through the ridiculousness that was the last four days. To say the weekend was epic would be a supreme understatement.
There’s something to be said about the minimal posting I’ve done on my blog/the Internet. The only posts made were uploaded from Instagram. Twitter hasn’t seen much of me either. With...
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Dear air shuttle,
Thank you for having technical difficulties so that I would miss my train back into SF and have to wait an additional 20 minutes at the airport. This is just what I wanted.
Why did I come home again?
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STOP.
THIS IS NOT HAPPENING. THIS CANNOT BE HAPPENING TO ME. BON IVER IS COMING TO SAN FRANCISCO THE SAME NIGHT AS THE CHILDISH GAMBINO SHOW. NO. NO. THIS IS NOT REAL. THIS HAS TO BE KARMA FOR THE INSANE WEEKEND I JUST HAD. THERE’S NO WAY I CAN MISS BON IVER. NOT AGAIN. BUT A FRIEND IS COMING TO VISIT SPECIFICALLY FOR THAT GAMBINO SHOW AND I ALREADY HAVE TICKETS. OMG I CAN’T HANDLE THIS. I...
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I feel like the douchiest person on the planet right now for the sheer amount of tweeting/instagraming/blogging I’ve done over the last five hours. The amount of name drops has me a little grossed out. Clearly, I don’t contain my excitement well.
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Just got done cooking dinner.
I was supposed to be back in SF right now. Changed my flight at the last minute. I cannot believe what my life is right now. I’m completely stunned by today’s events. Nothing short of amazing. And tomorrow I’m going to see Nick Kroll and Patton Oswalt at The Laugh Factory.
I just. I cannot form proper sentences right now. I’m going to get off the Internet now because my...
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